Long time no see Blogger (overview of whats been happening with me)

Ok so its been a long long while since i posted anything and there are many reasons for that. Why i am explaining them here? Well the reason is i feel like it should be known why i have not posted anything.

(this may be boring so if you want to look at my work look at that as this will just be life stuff)

Ok so i never liked posting stuff on a blog as i always feel like i am in a fight to see how is the best. Its like some stupid fight and i can not be bothered to fight about art and work. Also i always feel like my work is bad and so sometimes i do not draw as i feel its bad. This stops me from getting good i know but i am telling my brain off for that.
I picked to redo last year as i felt i did not get much out of what i came to uni for. You may say i went drinking to much or stuff like that but really it was that i had a roommate that was a very nice guy but he was depressed when he got here and kept me up, played games into the night and took all the space in the room. He stressed me out and i just did not want to work, i went out to keep me going but that took time away and it just became a big mess. He left that easter and never came back but he never said why and he left all this stuff in the room.

I did bad in my results as i expected and that festered inside me in the summer. When i came back i felt i was ready but i lost my will to work. I worked hard at getting it back and it is here now. A little late i know but life can be hard sometimes.

So i got back into work and bam tooth pain from a wisdom tooth last week. I planned my time but everything took longer as i could not think right with the pain. worried to ask for extra time i kept on working. The pain has gone now but the time has also.
with panicing skills like these i forgot to upload my essay online. Now i feel gutted yes but i am moving forward as i love my course and my friends. I worry that i will fail again but this time i am not letting it drive me down.

Yeah thats pretty much it.
Yeah.

(Edit)

I forgot to say... expect a post from now .. maybe a week away but expect some stuffs